Things About My Carol: Part 9: "She Is Truly The Best Person I Have Ever Known"

GHHS 1973 yearbook

Back in 1973, they stated that Jean and Mike (not me, another Mike) were the most dependable. Nathaniel and Beulah were the wittiest. Amelia and Art were considered to be the most creative. They said that David and Stephanie had the best personalities. It was agreed that Yasmin and Mark were the most athletic. Victor and Debra were voted the most attractive. And, finally, everyone was sure that Deborah and Ronnie were going to be the most successful. Almost every high school has (or at least had) a (somewhat strange) tradition wherein graduating seniors vote to decide which of their fellow soon-to-be graduates are considered to be superlative in various categories important to 17 year olds. The names above are from my graduating class. I had no disagreement with our choices. These classmates of mine were well-deserving.

Carol (we graduated from different high schools) wasn't voted by her senior classmates as having had any superlative attributes that are yearbook worthy. Part of the reason was because she didn't stick around long enough to actually become a high school senior... she graduated early after her junior year. Given my recollection of what high school was like back in the 1900s, as well as Carol's somewhat in-the-background public persona, I doubt she would have been a winner of any parts of the popularity contest. And that would have suited her just fine.

We don't remain 17 or 22 forever. I've known more than a few folks that continued to live out the glory days of their high school or college years well past the time when those achievements should have been filed under fond memories. It's like the 40-something guy in the bar bragging for the umpteenth time about the winning touchdown pass he threw in the region championship game (he fails to recount how they lost in the state title game.) Most of us don't rest on our teenage laurels. 

So, how do you measure success in life? How do you really know if you have done it right and made a difference? Some of the things we do as a consequence of our careers or other endeavors come with accolades, recognition, awards, and rewards. But, for most of us, we just live our lives as best we can not seeking or expecting trophies.

So here's my superlative declaration:

Carol Williams Toomey is the best person I have ever known.

"What is your criteria for saying that other than the fact that you feel you need to because she is your wife?" you may ask. I actually don't feel obligated to make that statement because she is my wife.

I don't think you have to believe or say that the person you married is the most attractive person you've ever met. I don't believe that your spouse must be the smartest person or have the best personality. Your spouse doesn't necessarily have to be your best friend in the world (although she is mine.) I mean, let's be pragmatic for a second. There are 340 million people in the United States alone. I know and have met people that are more physically beautiful, or intelligent, or creative, or successful, or funny, or talented, or several dozen other qualities that we often consider the most important. Make no mistake, my wife has all of the qualities I've just listed. But nobody would vote her as being "the most" on any of them.

But there are qualities that I have not listed that are far more important to me. The apostle Paul itemizes some of these important things in his letter to the Galatians- Chapter 5:22-23-  being loving, joyful, peaceful, patient, kind, a desire to do good, faithful, gentle, and not impulsive. He describes those as "fruits of the Spirit" (that would be the Holy Spirit.) I know Carol to have an abundance of all those qualities.

The Carol I have known for almost 43 years is a woman that loves profusely, is full of humility, is never attention seeking, is giving, caring, kind, compassionate, loyal, polite, friendly, gifted, fun-loving, clever, spicy, smart, hard-working, tender, beautiful, devoted...     

and has shown great patience with me.

When I met Carol I was a pretty broken person on the inside trying to maintain a facade that suggested otherwise. Once married, I don't think it took too long for Carol to figure out that I was going to be a work-in-process. She probably didn't intend to sign up for that but, she took on that unspoken assignment with patience and love.**

But this is the most important part. Carol was my first best glimpse of Jesus. Oh, I had grown up as a child going to church and even attended parochial school early on. But I was as lost out in left field as a person could be and had remained so well into adulthood. I honestly didn't know any better. Until I witnessed and experienced better.

And her example pointed me to the One that changed my life.

Carol is the best person I have ever known. For a hundred reasons. 

Most importantly, she reminds me of Jesus. 

** For the last 9 years, her dementia diagnosis has given me the unexpected opportunity to give back to her in many of the ways that she has given to me in the first 33 years of our marriage. So I don't consider caring for her over these last few years a burden at all. I consider it a great privilege.

I like to think that, in being an amazing role model, she taught me well.

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